ALL OF ME by Gina Sorelle

ALL OF ME 

(All Of Me #1)

by Gina Sorelle

ARC review 

Published: December 8, 2013

My rating: 5 of 5 ⭐️





ER nurse, Stella Ciaramitaro has just recovered from losing a breast to breast cancer and the subsequent treatments to battle the disease. Part of a loud and boisterous italian family, her father and sisters have been a great support, but her boyfriend took one look at her lopsided chest

and bailed. She was gonna be alright though, her energy, her hair and her spunk were coming back. And when she finds out her sister's no-good boyfriend once again put his hands on her, she doesn't hesitate to go over and would've kicked his arse, if it weren't for that big luscious hunk of a police officer holding her back.

Stoic and controlled, police officer Nathan Drazek doesn't hesitate to grab the small beautiful woman spitting fire on the front lawn of the domestic disturbance call. Holding her while she struggles, all control so carefully gathered over years of childhood horrors, evaporates as all his senses come alive. Ever since he was able to make decisions for himself, he has made sure that his life was defined by structure, rule and devoid of the chaos and potential pain the influence of relationships could have on his life. Clean, organized and by the book, that was the way to get through life, according to Nathan.

When Stella sees him again, she notices that the taciturn policeman is not what she initially assumed, but instead is hiding a world of pain behind his eyes and his rather abrupt and stilted behaviour. Forward and outspoken as she is, Stella doesn't let a tiny thing like social ineptness deter her and pursues a connection with him, relying on physical responses rather than his verbal ones. But Nathan is a tough nut to crack and despite the world of potential Stella is starting to discover in him, it takes all of her patience, conviction and heart not to give up.

Stella terrifies Nathan. He could sense right from the start the effect she could have on his carefully constructed and relatively safe life. And yet he is not able to resist her, since for the first time in his conscious memory, he knows what it feels like to have joy and to feel peace. But with that comes the almost certain knowledge that it will not last, since nothing that feels good does. So he fights to resist, every step of the way. And still Stella gains on him. Until it all becomes too much for him to contain and he loses all control......

*****

This book pulled emotion from every nook and cranny of my being!! Exceptional!!

Gina Sorelle is an incredible writer.....what an introduction this is!!! ALL OF ME is written with emotional wisdom, great insight in the human psyche and a fantastic sense of humour. OH....and....I should probably mention that Ms. Sorelle can write a damn hot sex scene or two or three....HOLY COW! Extremely yummy.

The book deals with several very emotional and potentially painful matters, breast cancer and child abuse and neglect, that might have impact on the reader. However, do not let that turn you away, because this story may be one of hurt and struggle, but it is also one of a journey to a better place. One of possibilities and hope.

Stella is an absolute spark plug!! Fierce in her protection of those she loves and cares about and fearless in facing down any threats against her. What struck me most of all about her was her strength and her belief in herself, her trust in her instincts. So quick to roll with the punches and insist on finding the positive in everything and everyone. And she is delightfully abrasive....SO my kinda gal!!

Despite his massive issues and his perhaps appearance of vulnerability, Nathan still holds firm to the moniker of Alpha Male for me. Albeit a sweeter and more conflicted version, he is forceful and sure when it comes to the protection of his 'woman'. Nathan illustrates how invisible but crippling emotional damage can be. A man who for all appearances is a perfectly normal, quiet and law-abiding citizen, but what can't be seen is that he only seems that way because of the carefully structured and safeguarded environment he has built around him. And then came Stella......the perfect storm!!!

This book had me in tears or near tears from either laughter, sadness or any other emotion on the scale of possibilities in between..... I am still, a day after finishing it, walking around with the feeling of a bubble in my chest. 

The best news is? Gina Sorelle is coming out with a next book, featuring secondary characters from this book. I am booking a hotel room for myself to read that one. Just so I can laugh, cry, howl and react any other way I want, without the hubs raising an eyebrow or the dog whimpering at my feet.......

✨This story is so, so special.....don't miss it.✨

**ARC provided in return for an honest review.**